What causes the droughts in our creative life, when we’ve
apparently forgotten everything we ever knew about painting?
| Ottawa House, oil on canvas, Carol L. Douglas, available. |
One of my goals is to paint some of the scenes I haven’t
gotten to during three years at Parrsboro International Plein
Air Festival (PIPAF). The first of these is historic Ottawa House. Built around 1770, it
became the summer home of Sir Charles Tupper in 1871. Tupper was a well-known politician
who once served as Prime Minister of Canada for 69 days.
The only way to paint the scene is to set up along a
hairpin turn. The right side of the road is a blind spot for drivers whipping
around the bend, so I faced oncoming traffic.
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| My home-away-from-home for the next two weeks. |
A local stopped. “Two weeks ago, two girls lost control on
this corner and plowed into the guardrail there.” He pointed to a spot about
thirty feet away. “If it weren’t for these cables, they’d have gone over the
embankment. Took two posts clean out.”
I began to think about Grant Wood’s Death
on the Ridge Road. “Those cables have been there since the Second World
War,” said the man, patting a post fondly. They certainly have the whiff of age
about them, and are battered and twisted from impacts across the years.
I’m starting to know people in Parrsboro, and one of them
stopped to chat as I worked. “You’ve chosen a dangerous spot,” he started.
That was my clue to move along. The affair was starting to
remind me of that joke that ends with God saying, “First I sent you a canoe,
then a boat, and then a helicopter. What more did you want?”
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| Four Ducks, oil on canvas, Carol L. Douglas, sold. |
Sandwiched between my visits to Nova Scotia was Cape Elizabeth Land Trust’s 12th
Annual Paint for Preservation. I wrote last week about the disparity
in pricing and awards for women artists, and how Parrsboro Creative was
turning the tide. That trend continued at Cape Elizabeth, where the top price was
earned by Jill Hoy.
Still, all except two of
the top 20% were men. I was the other woman. While I’m pleased, I also want to
see my paint-spattered sisters consistently getting their due.
I’ve spent the better part of a week pondering why I painted
so well at Cape Elizabeth and so badly at PIPAF the prior week. Robert
More reminded me that the creative space is elusive, showing up where and
when it wants. I was certainly tired and rushed when I arrived in Parrsboro.
Despite my workmanlike approach to painting, there are times
when it all goes bad. The advantage to being older is that you’ve gone through
this many times before, and you know it’s a transient problem. “You can’t create
when the well runs dry,” my friend Jane
Bartlett says. Prayerful reflection, sleep, reading and recreation all
refill the well. I’ve done those things, and I’m back on track. Let’s hope it
continues.















