Love may be an
addiction, but it’s at the heart of everything we do. Happy Valentine’s Day!
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Birthday, 1915, Marc
Chagall, courtesy Museum of Modern Art
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Wrong. I have withdrawal symptoms in spades: headache,
tremors, and the need to sleep forever. I looked out at the snow piling up in
the driveway, said a bleary “fuggetaboutit” and cancelled my appointment for
the afternoon.
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Two Lovers Beneath an Umbrella in the Snow, color woodblock print, c. 1767, Suzuki
Harunobu, courtesy Art Institute of Chicago
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Clearly, coffee is a much bigger player in my biochemistry
than I thought. It’s clearly a physical addiction, but it’s one I’ve never paid
attention to. That got me wondering what other habits are running in the
background, messing with the fine-tuning of my operating system.
When I’m on the road, I can be outside in the field painting
by the time the sun clears the trees. My blog is written, I’m showered, my
lunch—such as it is—is made, and my gear is set up. Why, then, does it take me
until late morning to get into my studio at home? I’m not lazy; in fact, I’m
pretty darned disciplined.
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The Cradle, 1872, Berthe
Morisot, courtesy Musée d'Orsay
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It’s this infernal machine I’m holding in my hands. Much of
what it shoots at me is chaff, but some things are important. Is there a way to
quit my computer like I quit coffee? I don’t think so.
“Back when I first decided to become a painter, of my ‘art’
time, I spent 80% of it painting and 20% on marketing. Now, a couple of decades
later, I spend 20% on painting and 80% on marketing,” lamented Michael Chesley Johnson
yesterday. I feel his pain.
That’s not all I do on this machine. I use my computer to ‘talk’
to my friends, read the news, and keep in contact with my adult kids and grandkids.
But those are things I enjoy. Relationship is programmed into our minds; our
systems rise to it like fish to a lure.
On the other hand, that’s what I said about coffee.
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The Resurrection, Cookham, 1924–7, Sir Stanley Spencer, courtesy the Tate
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Next week, I’m going to gum up my productivity still
farther, by having my grandchildren here for the week. We’ll go see if Little Bear is
still sleeping, take a twirl or two on our skates, and visit the beach. All
painting will be with tempera on a very short easel.
Love may be an addiction, but it’s the heart of living.
Happy Valentine’s Day!






















